My Son (Jaylyn Thai)
Written by Mike Xavier
Stream song at http://smarturl.it/93d8z4
yeah I take you back december nineteenth two thousand and seven
I had just found out that you was falling from heaven
happy to see life for my family tree
a little nervous I was like I’m a father to be
and now I’m thinking why these nine months have to take so long
at the hospital praying not a thing go wrong
september thirthenth 08 was the day you arrived
I’m sitting in delivery with tears of joy in my eyes
contemplating bout my seed my son and my life
cause on everything I love we gone be alright
and god blessed me man this a beautiful thing
I had a son now my son is the lord of the kings
everything ain’t what it seems you hold all of my dreams
can’t a sad soul survive from the smiles you bring
most the nervousness is now just a thing of the past
truth be told I’m happy I’m a father at last one love
yeah I thank god I thank god for my son
yeah yeah I thank god for my son
hey hey I thank god for my son
and I just want you to see
that you're that you're better than me
my whole mind states changed yo times is different
I’m a man be a father to my son is my mission
up late night reminesing bout when I ain’t used to want to listen
feeling blessed cause I’m knowing that you god given
pray I’m forgiving for the wrongs of my life
and lord knows I’m teaching Jaylyn Thai to only do right
it’s lonely at night for sons who ain’t got no father
I lived through it so I know that it can make life harder
I’ll forever be a part of your life no doubt
and any negativity you got to zone that out
cause everybody want to tell you what you can and can’t do
I ain’t never giving up on you nor do I plan to
I light up a candle sit back and watch you sleep
A new addition to my family tree you made me
be the father that I never had so I’m here to help
cause I love you more than life and myself no doubt
yeah I thank god I thank god for my son
yeah yeah I thank god for my son
hey hey I thank god for my son
and I just want you to see
that you're that you're better than me
Jaylyn Thai you in the game now
so many dreams watch you grown in the meanwhile
I’ll risk it all before you live the same lifestyle
and through the hard times no never worry know that we gone make it somehow
I’m living just to see you smile
and people telling me I'm different I done changed now
cause I just want to see you graduate and walk it out
and be a man and show the world what you all about without a doubt
there ain’t no words for what you mean to me
stay away from fake friends cause it’s hard to see
they want to be there for the good times and not the bad
and be a father when you’re blessed enough to be be a dad
forever ever faithful think before you make your moves
hit a women that’s a shame that’s what cowards to
my little miracle i see the god inside of you
in my heart of hearts I know that I would die for you I know that I would die for you my son