Drugs
Written by Mike Xavier
Stream song at http://smarturl.it/93d8z4
yeah
a one-two
I'm praying dear God
help me change my ways
cause these days
I'm not Ok
I’m more depressed than I’ve ever been
hating the direction that I’m headed in
feeling like I’ll never be myself again
so numb that the pain never settles in
I know lately I’ve been bugging out
sitting doing drugs in a dope house
what I wouldn’t do for another ounce
hell of selfish only care about my damn self
the only thing that’s true is that I lie a lot
I’m stealing everything I can if I ain’t getting caught
plotting schemes with the fiends at the dope spot
nowhere to go so I’ve been sleeping in a parking lot
I know I’m so from who I used to be
this ain’t the way I want my family to remember me
yeah I guess it’s time for me to change
these drugs really messing with my brain they got me like
I don't need you [x4]
but I want you
I don't mean to [x4]
but I love you
they looking at me like they used to know me
all my people trying to tell me why you tripping homie
I’m paranoid thinking everybody plotting on me
but lord I'm just hoping that you don’t give up on me
I know I changed now I know that nothing is the same now
addicted to these drugs I need to stop but I don’t know how
mama call me crying begging please you need to slow down
you got a family don’t you let this karma come round
a lost soul trying to find my way
I pray the bible gives me guidance to some better days
apologies to my family for the disarray
I'm done with causing you the stress being M.I.A
cause you know I’m so from who I used to be
this ain’t the way I want my family to remember me
yeah I guess it’s time for me to change
these drugs really messing with my brain they got me like
I don't need you [x4]
but I want you
I don't mean to [x4]
but I love you
they say lately you’ve been bugging out
sitting doing drugs in a dope house
I know I’m so from who I used to be
this ain’t the way I want my family to remember me
yeah I guess it’s time for me to change
but these drugs really messing with my brain they got me like
I don't need you [x4]
but I want you
I don't mean to [x4]
but I love you